Unfortunately I live in a persistant confused state.

I am confused.

Reading over my blog brings back so many memories.
It's like I'm there. I remember. I smile. tears. Happy blogger

Sad. Pain. Afraid to read but can't stop.

Memories.

Okay. I've tried to be nice about it. I've tried being considerate.
A little understanding goes a long way.
right? wrong.
I'm about to blow a fuse and it will be going out the window.
People just love to take advantage. Just run with it why don't you!

I feel like crying but i don't know why.
The same things no longer make me happy.
*sigh*

My blogger mind seems to be going dry.


I have so much on my mind but I can't get them
into a reasonable version for blogging.
So...maybe soon