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HAPPY!!! :P

Warning

When I am an old woman I shall wear purple
With a red hat which doesn't go, and doesn't suit me.
And I shall spend my pension on brandy and summer gloves
And satin sandles, and say we've no money for butter.
I shall sit down on the pavement when I'm tired
And gobble up samples in shops and press alarm bells
And run my stick along the public railings
And make up for the sobriety of my youth.
I shall go out in my slippers in the rain
And pick flowers in other people's gardens
And learn to spit.

You can wear terrible shirts and grow more fat
And eat three pounds of sausages at a go
Or only bread and pickle for a week
And hoard pens and pencils and beermats and things in boxes.

But now we must have clothes that keep us dry
And pay our rent and not swear in the street
And set a good example for the children.
We must have friends to dinner and read the papers.

But maybe I ought to practice a little now?
So people who know me are not too shocked and surprised
When suddenly I am old, and start to wear purple

skinny dipping

Thanx Antoni'A you are a lifesaver.
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everything is gonna work out with summer school after all.
I love my daddy.
I can't believe how much better I feel with stress off my shoulders!

sunny day!!!
...not really, but it's sunny in my book I'm reading...
yayyy!

I can't believe I believed
Everything we had would last
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Silly of me to dream of
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Me myself and I
That's all I got in the end
That's what I found out
And it ain't no need to cry
I took a vow that from now on
I'm gonna be my own best friend

I don't believe in love anymore

post on my facebook wall:

"Lec-leeeeeeeeeee what up lil mama just markin up ya wall this facebook thing is kind of cool i guess. i really miss yall somebody needs to bring they azz home sometime!!!! you know just cuz you live there dont make you from there you is a country azz bama "gal" yea i said "you is" anyway keep doing what you do and call ya cuz sometime ok. halla back lil m. "

Ahh...I miss "home"

I didn't drop the ball with you. Balance...people. Not what I meant. You mean more to me than that.
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I'm scared to hope.

I can't sleep...

I'm sorry that I hurt you. It's hard to balance all the people in my life right now.

I'm sorry that I hurt you...

You put your shorts on backwards!

HaHa :P

Today..well yesterday (last night) went skating on a skating rink.
No, not rollerblading.
Skating.

Four wheels
Stopper on Front
Cute boots

It was so much fun. I think the last time I skated in actual skates, I was in the second grade and I could adjust the skates to my foot size.

Thanx Tosh Joseph :P

Happy Birthday DeeDee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love You!

If you're interested in Marketing or just business strategy in general...try Marketing Warfare it's such a great book.

I think that I am afraid. A coward if you will...

Not a statement of shame...more...fact

My feelings are so raw...
I can't even explain it on paper.

That's a first.

Sad does not describe how I feel.

Hollow.

laughing is easier than crying.

The hurt feels all the same in the end.

Many people mistake cowardice for low self-esteem.

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish Take a chance Make a change
And breakawayOut of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a changeAnd breakaway
--Breakaway

Courtney told me that I seem free. When she looked at me, it was as if she didn't recognize me. Am I that different. I guess all a person needs is time and prayer.

Yay...I'm making it