I leave today...hmmm...  *smile*

I think today was...interesting

comfortable.      bad thoughts...none
where? Don't care. why? why not?
no wondering

trust. no. not yet. one step closer

friends. great. call you tomorrow. love you

I don't know what to think anymore...

English is almost over.  yessss!

I need sleep...

Once or twice a day...
That's pretty often.

It makes me wonder
why I try
why I hope

Why I don't just give up.

Moved in...hmmm.. what a work out *phew*

I don't know what's wrong with me...
I'm tired...that's what it is...I think

*sigh* I know it's not

Said my How-to-Speech today... It went well, I wish I would have been a little more prepared because I felt like I could have given more information in the same amount of time.  Oh well, I'll do better on the next one. 

I really don't know why I'm so motivated to do well on these speeches.  Maybe it's the atmosphere.  Who knows...

I am young
I am free
But I get tired and I get weak
I get lost and I can't sleep
But suddenly....

I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly 

                                

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It's better when I don't think about the past...
Sometimes, you just have to accept it.
Doesn't make it less than what it was...
Just makes it gone.

What's your perception of love
Now, how many times did we say it was over
And how many times did we not leave
There's no sense in this love hangover 
            

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Sometimes my eyes won't close from weepin'

Wondering where you been
I can't cope with this

Some things never change...so I'm going to bed  :-(

So it seems that I will be making a trip to Beaumont.  Hmmm... how interesting...how fun...how exciting.  Can't wait!!! 

"Society everywhere is in conspiracy against the manhood of every one of its members. Society is a joint-stock company, in which the members agree, for the better securing of his bread to each shareholder, to surrender the liberty and culture of the eater. " -Ralph Waldo Emerson from "Self-Reliance"

I love my brother,
he can't sing!
 
But he is so adorable.

I still remember our first kiss
I'm nervous and tremblin'

"Nothing at last is sacred but the integrity of your own mind."  - Ralph Waldo Emerson, from Self-Reliance

I feel like nothing is ever going to go my way.
Why get my hopes up that things will work out?
Why try your hardest and hope that people will notice
Why care?

Oh my gosh I can't empty my mind of thoughts.
Good thoughts. Bad thoughts. Thoughts...
*sigh*
 
On another note, I think I have a stalker :-(
 
Oh and an old lady on oxygen cursed me out at work today.  That was interesting.
I wasn't even mad, I just couldn't believe the situation.  *hehe*
Maybe I shouldn't laugh :-(
But it was really funny.

Quizzes are funny because they never have the answers that I would want to choose...hmmm...
My search is on for the perfect quiz...
 
But for now here is this one, although I'm not too sure if it is me.  How do you sum someone like me up in one word?  You can't so why try? 
 
Your soul is WILLFUL. You are determined and a
little reckless, and you do whatever you want
to do. You have strong opinions and are not
easily swayed, and your headstrong resolve is
not easily countered. You have few regrets.
People find your refusal to go down without a
fight formidable, and they respect you for it.
You are a proud and content soul.

What Is Your Soul's Trait?
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