Well I did get something done last night. :) So very proud of my kinda sorta productive self. yayy for Alexis.


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Well... do you think ordering school supplies off of the internet is nerdy???
yeah yeah...kinda figured

I feel like a little kid trying to play grownup.

Slacker blogger that I am...

God please help me have a peace of mind.

Back to school once again...yayyy!

I want.
I'm scared to have.
and then lose.

I'm angry and sad.
Emotions take away from the energy to act.

But when I'm happy...
I see rainbows...wonderous miracles.

Happy Birthday Momma!
Happy Birthday Daddy!

I love you!

So I'm in Austin and I've settled in
*sigh*

Now I need a system....

I have too much time on my hands...
hmmm...
I need a passion...along with a job.

volunteer tutor.business ambassador.intramural volleyball.[insert passion here].[insert job here]. *sigh*

I'm back in Austin!! I feel a deep feeling of satisfaction. I'm okay, not bleeding...

All good.

Now...to venture out of my safetly zone...

Goals for this week:

1. Actively look for a Job
2. Accept Texas Exes Invitation
3. Go to UT and see what is going on...plan to go to go to 3 events.

Safety is so nice...but it's too easy.

My emotions are so thick in my head.
I can't pick them out to write.
So tangled.
No energy to untangle.

It's like being caught in a spider's web.
The more I wrangle to be free.
I tangle even more.

Happy Birthday Tosh!

What a lazy day...
speeches speeches

Rose makes me feel better.

I'm scared about going back to Austin too...in fact I'm petrified!

I'm so sad...my heart hurts :-(

I'm not perfect. I'm not sure if I try to be. I don't do I?

Logical. That's what I try to be. But logic runs into truth sometimes (or so it seems)

I don't know what's going on anymore. I don't know my own truth.

Sometimes it's the last person that makes you first

When I saw the break of day
I wished that I could fly away
Instead of kneeling in the sand
Catching teardrops in my hand

My heart is drenched in wine
But you'll be on my mind
Forever

Sometimes a stranger can be your best friend

Michael and Mykia are here :D

I don't like people who complain and complain and never do anything about it.

I tell people this...Don't ask for my advice if you're not going to even consider what I have to say.


So...
Alexis...
Do something!