Time for New Year resolutions.

How do I want to play myself this year?

It is all in God's hands

I'm free to look for other prospects.

you said

Happy Birthday to Me!

It's nothing special times to know who your friends are. I love you All...

Love lives on hope, and dies when hope is dead;
It is a flame which sinks for lack of fuel.

I'm lonely...

for conversation.



I'm lonely...

for that feeling
the one that says I'm right where I'm supposed to be.


I'm lonely

for conversation.

Baby laptop...cute

When someone smiled at me today, I started smiling too.

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

We cannot change anything until we accept it.Condemnation does not liberate, it oppresses.
-C. G. Jung

I wish they would only take me as I am.
-Vincent Van Gogh

They say it's the little things that mean the most.
It's also the little things that hurt the most.

What else can one expect when one isn't invited.
He doesn't think to invite. One invites oneself...therefore unwanted.

One feels unwanted. Again.

Unfortunately I live in a persistant confused state.

I am confused.

Reading over my blog brings back so many memories.
It's like I'm there. I remember. I smile. tears. Happy blogger

Sad. Pain. Afraid to read but can't stop.

Memories.

Okay. I've tried to be nice about it. I've tried being considerate.
A little understanding goes a long way.
right? wrong.
I'm about to blow a fuse and it will be going out the window.
People just love to take advantage. Just run with it why don't you!

I feel like crying but i don't know why.
The same things no longer make me happy.
*sigh*

My blogger mind seems to be going dry.


I have so much on my mind but I can't get them
into a reasonable version for blogging.
So...maybe soon

"Think about what I just said."