Thursday, May 03, 2007

I can't help the way that I feel.

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

hmmm...























































See Im Commin' To The End
Of My Silent Partnerin'
Or Bargaining For Affection

Your Mind Is Made
On A Bain Opinions
From Aqauintences
Whose Situations Suggest Loneliness

Patients Runs Thin
As U Go Through Your Motions
I Cry Oceans
Tears Become Orphans
As My Soul Leaves Its Apartment
I Get Migranes
Pastranes
Tears Stains
And Fear Gains
With Increases In The Pain

I Get A Headache

Remembering the good times. Time does fly.

Monday, April 30, 2007

Am I pretending that this will work?

Can you be with someone with different values than you have? Should you feel sick inside? What will be the excuse next time?

Will this work?

Sunday, April 15, 2007

Funny how my world keeps spinnin'
sometimes you can be so silly
You know just how to make me laugh
Ooh, your skin is so lovely
It moves me when you touch me
I know that you got my back
It feels so safe when you hold me
It's already like you know me
Strange Fruit-

Here is fruit for the crows to pluck,
For the rain to gather, for the wind to suck,
For the sun to rot, for the trees to drop,
Here is a strange and bitter crop

Thursday, April 12, 2007

...

What does she have on me
What does she do that is so damn good that would make you give up
all the love all the trust and the stuff that you built with me
Does she know my name
Did you ever tell her that she was taking and breaking the bond that we strengthened
through blood sweat and tears over the years

Another relationship
How could you do this to us is that what this is about
Another relationship

How could you leave so easily
Is she worth all that baby
Sacrificed our happy life
For Another relationshipA
nd this wasnt what you promised me
Another relationship
Another relationship
You said you would love me love me
love me forever baby
So how come I wasnt good enough
I know all relationships get tough,
How could you do this to me

...

Monday, April 09, 2007

Wednesday, February 28, 2007

The unknown, isn't unknown.
2 + 2 = 4
When you wish upon a star.
Yet, I haven't seen a star in ages.
Stubborn. Naive. Scared.
Tomorrow 2 + 2 = 2
In my world.

Friday, February 02, 2007

"Eighty percent of success is showing up."

Thursday, January 18, 2007

"Until you value yourself, you won't value your time. Until you value your time, you will not do anything with it."

Tuesday, January 16, 2007



Yay. No School. School canceled because of ice. College gets better and better.

Friday, January 12, 2007

Being born with a mixed anatomy happens more often than you think. According to the Intersex Society of North America, 1 in 100 people have bodies that don't meet the standard definition of male or female.

A recent CareerBuilder.com survey uncovered unusual jobs like Blueberry counter, dynamite packer, fantasy theme park character, obituary writer, trapper of black bears and voice for recorded announcements.

Not owning a TV. Fewer than 2% of American households are without one.

The average American family has 1.86 children. A baby is born every 8 seconds in America, and it's slightly more likely to be male. One woman loved having children so much she did it 69 times! Her identity is unknown and whether or not she lives in a shoe and does not know what to do is uncertain.

The American dream of a college education hasn't come true for most Americans - only 24.4% of us have completed a bachelor's degree or higher.

Squatting. While illegal in the U.S. it's legal in the U.K. In fact, under British law, squatters are even entitled to electricity, water and other essential services.

Thursday, January 11, 2007

If you're soooo cute, then why are you so desperate? lmao...it's called settling

Monday, December 25, 2006

"Santa Baby"
Santa baby, slip a sable under the tree, For me.
I've been an awful good girl,
Santa baby, and hurry down the chimney tonight.
Santa baby, a drop top C-L-K too, Light blue.
I'll wait up for you dear,Santa baby,
and hurry down the chimney tonight.
Think of all the fun I've missed,
Think of all the fellas that I haven't kissed,
Next year I could be oh, so good,
If you'd check off my Christmas list,
Santa honey, I wanna yacht,
And really that's not a lot,
I've been an angel all year,Santa baby,
and hurry down the chimney tonight.
Santa cutie, there's one thing that I really need, The deed.
To a plex of my hand,
Santa cutie, and hurry down the chimney tonight.
Santa baby, fill my stocking with a rolex, And checks.
Sign your 'X' on the line,
Santa baby, and hurry down the chimney tonight.
Come and trim my Christmas tree,
With some decorations bought at Tiffany's,
I really do believe in you,
Let's see if you believe in me,
Santa baby, forgot to mention one little thing, A ring.
I don't mean on the phone,
Santa baby, and hurry down the chimney tonight,
Hurry down the chimney tonight,
Hurry down the chimney tonight

Saturday, December 09, 2006


*wink* *wink*

Sunday, November 26, 2006



My birthday surprise. Ummm... A little blurry though. Oh well...

Saturday, November 25, 2006

no surprise. *sigh*