Some people work things out
and some people just don't know how to change

Tell me why,through it all...
my frustrations, my anger.

I still miss your smile.

:(

You don't ever give in.
It's always your way.
Well this matters to me.

you can't think something is weird
if you don't know what normal is

You meet interesting people
when you least expect it...
*smile* *wink* *giggle* *smile*

It's one in the morning..interview in the morning...long drive...
What the hell is wrong with me. Go to BED!!
I'm so hardheaded and I am not a morning person.

My lip looks better. Hehe...I don't care, it was a good bite. That's what you get when you mess with me. I was serious damnit.

Up.
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Down.
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hmmm...how to do a down arrow.

Going to bed now...interview..panties...yayyy!

Panties.
More Panties.
And More Panties.

Baby do those things

Me and You...
it dont' get no better.

How easy it was to break the peace.
That scares me.
Sometimes I just want to...

*uhh*

I hate it when I'm so happy and I'm floating on air and I can't wait to share and be happy with others...and then I can't. It sends me crashing down. *sigh* I am sad.

I wish you would talk to me. I miss you. I want to know everything you do during the day. I want to know how you feel. I want you to sing to me. I like the way you sing. I want to hear you tell me something funny. I wish you would talk to me. I miss you.

I write here for you. I write in xanga for her. I don't write in xanga anymore.

Why does it matter? It matters because I didn't know.
Why did she have to be the one to tell me?

...I've never been this swept away.
I can feel the magic floating in the air...

It's funny how the people you've known for years have changed in just one year. It's not really change I guess, but more like...moving on. Everyday, normal isn't the same for everybody anymore.

I have no interest in going back to the relationships I had in high school. I wonder why. I mean these relationships have years under their belt. Maybe because I know it's pointless to hold on to something that's growing away from me, and I'm growing away from them.

I feel sorry for the people that hold on to the past and look to it to be the future.

Some people will never leave here because here never changes. People change, but I guess only if they allow it. Some people haven't realized that staying the same and feeling the same isn't really that fulfilling. But I guess you don't know till you've tried it.

For me, home is safe. I like safe, but I can't help but wonder what else I can conquer. Cause I've already conquered home and the people who live here. I want to conquer my future. That's a little harder, but I guess I like a good challenge.

I am sad.

When we are not on the same page, it hurts.
You fix it better than I do.

No matter what I do, In the back of my mind I think of you.
I wonder what you are doing or what you are thinking.
I wish I could touch you.
*sigh*

I miss your smile. I miss you.

So what do you do?
Two friends...can't have one and have the other
both make life difficult
one has my heart
one makes the connection
safe is an easy feeling
two friends...

Friendship is one heart in two bodies.

I missed my brother, he's goofy.
I brought him slimfast (he likes them)
He unloaded my car
I missed my brother, he's sweet.

Dorm life:
Midnight strolls
Wingzone...zero bevobucks
J2; JCL
The "Q"
Roommates
Bonding
Madden
Movie Night
Drama
Conclusion...Everyone should try it at least once

My room echos

Madden is useful at times. When you're the only one who has to study for tests and your trusty friends play Madden until four in the morning...you are not alone in your late night efforts. Since I don't like Madden I don't get jealous that I don't get to participate in the madness. So yeah, Madden has it's uses.

One down, three to go.

I can dream about tomorrow, even if it's still today.

Studying with a bunch of friends.
Acting out Beyonce in Speechless.
Ordering pizza.
Dividing parts for Ronald Isley's Contagious.
Watching the Lakers game.
Comparing love songs.
Getting free cookies and tea from JCL.
Downloading love songs.
Studying with a bunch of friends...

Soft caress of happiness...
...I wish I didn't get so weak...

I'm not a flirt, I'm just friendly...

I'm a friend first. Remember that.

Some editors are failed writers, but so are most writers.
T. S. Eliot

Conversation is an art in which a man has all mankind for his competitors, for it is that which all are practising every day while they live.
Ralph Waldo Emerson

Don't be too timid and squeamish about your actions. All life is an experiment. The more experiments you make the better.
Ralph Waldo Emerson

Gluttony is not a secret vice.
Orson Welles

A room without books is like a body without a soul.
G. K. Chesterton

Tact is the knack of making a point without making an enemy.
Isaac Newton

Everything that irritates us about others can lead us to an understanding of ourselves.
Carl Jung

I'm bored. What a horrible feeling.

Time is winding down *sigh* *hiccup* *sigh*

I need a nap...

Roses for no reason...
What is a girl to do? *sigh*

I have 4 tests this week and I'm tired. Not tired from studying or homework or stress--although I have every right to be. I'm tired because I've been stretched too much. Emotions are a lot of work. I feel like I've had a tremendous workout and I'm sore all over.

It's funny how the little things really make me happy.
Walkin through campus in my pajamas brings a certain thrill that I just can't describe.