Life, Love, and Disaster

It's funny how the people you've known for years have changed in just one year. It's not really change I guess, but more like...moving on. Everyday, normal isn't the same for everybody anymore.

I have no interest in going back to the relationships I had in high school. I wonder why. I mean these relationships have years under their belt. Maybe because I know it's pointless to hold on to something that's growing away from me, and I'm growing away from them.

I feel sorry for the people that hold on to the past and look to it to be the future.

Some people will never leave here because here never changes. People change, but I guess only if they allow it. Some people haven't realized that staying the same and feeling the same isn't really that fulfilling. But I guess you don't know till you've tried it.

For me, home is safe. I like safe, but I can't help but wonder what else I can conquer. Cause I've already conquered home and the people who live here. I want to conquer my future. That's a little harder, but I guess I like a good challenge.