If you search
you'll never find
a love like

my love

Aint no feeling like being free
When your mind's made up
And your heart's in the right place
Aint no feeling like being free
When youve done all you could
But whats misunderstood

I'm through with it
I'm finally giving it up
I've given so much in the past
for a love I never had

Its so funny that it makes me cry.
I want you to see
but you dont want to see.
I cant reach you. and it hurts

You tell me you love me, but
...I think you really believe that you do.

You dont give when it matters.
Im so frustrated.
The funny thing is... you dont see it

or you don't care

*sigh*

I continue to change.
to amaze and question myself.
sometimes I'm sad
I question me.
me.

I uploaded pictures on my computer and decided that they are too old to share without going too far in the past...

*sigh*

Will take new pictures and keep up with the times.

Oh I am so ashamed. What a horrible blogger I am.
Sigh...

I think I'll make it up to you by actuall loading and posting some pictures...
How about that?

Good!

I wonder if it will ever leave my mind
I try to see both sides and be glad that it worked out

but...

I can't help but be disappointed.
To wonder what would have happened if I didn't go
Would there be no more?

I fought...I'm glad I did...
Every girl hopes that he would fight for her
Maybe I should just be satisfied.

My birthday is next tuesday...not really excited

I'm so sad.

I wonder if I want things to work too bad.
Maybe I should just look at all the clues.

Oh it hurts.
I'm so sad.

I have to be away from home so that home feels so good!

Happy Halloween! (It is halloween right? hmmm...)

There is a reason why I blog less and less...
I get lost in my own thoughts...
hmmm...

why must we argue over the same things just to make up and go back again.

Can't get it right when no one thinks they are wrong.

I'm wondering if my sense of well-being depends on communication with my self. I seem to have left this step out of my life. I don't seem to have time for the important things anymore. The things that keep me grounded and happy.

I don't make time...
confusion keeps me in limbo.

So almost halfway through semester.

Volleyball
Peer counselor (job..yayyy!)
Business Ambassador
Grades (have potential)

Hmm...I guess I'm doing better than I thought

Why am I so real?
But they don't understand me
I really don't know the truth

I lack the motivation for expression.

I don't think my heart is into blogging anymore. I think I might stop

:-(

My heart...poor thing

sometimes the smallest things are also the sweetest things :D

Hmmm...goood day!!

Jason's Deli
Lunch with Foley's chairperson
90 on French quiz
egg rolls
fun with Toya!!!

Yayy!