Today is "no trip" day.

Sleep is the best medicine.
The problem is that you have to wake up sometime.
So what do you do when you wake up?
Can't run forever. But you can always try...
Some people never learn. I'm one of them...

So maybe I like the old me better...

He said he loved me

I want to lay and think of nothing. I don't have that luxury. I no longer want to think of recommendations to a class, or that I missed a great opportunity, or that I actually wanted to do it, or that when people ask...I have to say that I slept, or that I failed. I don't want to think. I have to move on with my day and I resent that. I resent everyone right now, especially those closest to me because they will have more to say than I want to hear.

I'm so sad. One Word: bleak
I don't even know the direction to turn, I don't even understand this feeling. I don't know what to do next. My logical mind says to move on. Something inside me urges me to fix it. And me....well...I guess I'm just stunned. I didn't plan this and I don't think I can fix it. Therefore I feel lost. And feeling lost is just another feeling itself. My mind is moving so fast, yet it thinks of nothing. Well, nothing logical that I can touch and feel. I think my mind is still in fix it mode, but it's out of my control. How do you fix things you can not control? You can't...so you don't put yourself in that position...you don' t mess up. I messed up and I have to face the consequences. But my mind is not excepting...I'm not excepting...I'm so sad. bleak.

I want to be looked at with complete love and adoration. But sometimes, I wonder if when it's all said and done will I look back and wonder how i missed it?

Life is change...
Growth is optional...
Choose wisely..
-KAREN KAISER CLARK

So would you come and fly with me?,
Forever you and me,
Thats how its spose to be

If I was your woman
I'd never never, no no
stop loving you

My body is tired and it's trying to tell me; but I don't have time to listen...

You're more than I wanted...everything I never had...

It's hard to be patient

I'd rather have bad times with you than good times with somebody else...

Uh...oh what am I getting into?