Ode to Thursdayness:

"That actually took a while. I had to put- uh, more and more nickels into his handset until he got used to the weight, and then I just took them all out."

"date? dinner & movie, naked & sweaty date?"

Courage is doing what is hard to do.
Courage is doing the best you can with what you can.
Courage is doing what isn't easiest.
Courage is doing what you do not want to do, but need to do.

Courage? Maybe tomorrow? I will do what needs to be done...when I have courage.

Too much coming at me at once... Give me a break.

"It's not the size of the muscle that matters, it's where you get to put it."

Makes me think of my brother. really.

It doesn't feel right. It feels wrong.
Uneasy.

Used to know, but not anymore.
Unnatural.


Want to ask, but asking is the impossible.
Confusing.


Giving up never sounded so good.
Tired.

It doesn't feel right. It feels wrong.
Uneasy.

"I guess he can't get any girls he wants."