Friday, June 11, 2004

What I like about Government is that my professor makes me want to learn, meakes me want to watch the news, and makes me excited. How can you be excited about government? Take Heather Hallock!
We both need to grow up.

Thursday, June 10, 2004

Life is so confusing.
Sometimes...
I don't want to figure it out.

I want to give up...and float.


Confusion. I don't care.
Confusion.Anger.Bewilderment.Anger.Nonchalance.Relief.Happiness.

I could go on and on but sometimes I wonder why go through the cycle. Why not just pick one and stick to it for the rest of your life. But then who would get to decide which one everyone gets stuck with.

I would pick happiness--who wouldn't.
Maybe serendipity brought you here to meet me to you

Wednesday, June 09, 2004

When somebody loves you
It's no good unless he loves you - all the way

When somebody needs you
It's no good unless he needs you - all the way

Who knows where the road will lead us
Only a fool would say

But if you'll let me love you
It's for sure I'm gonna love you - all the way, all the way
Interesting note:

Past: Germany (evil empire) never attacked us; Japan attacked us, yet, we landed in Normandy that fateful day.

Present: Iraq/Sudam never attacked us, Osama Bin Ladin attacked us.

So... same difference? hmmm....something to think about
George W Bush...some speakers are born and some are made and he is...neither one.
--Said very eloquently by my Government teacher

Tuesday, June 08, 2004

I'm feeling really adventurous... I think I'm about to have some fun!!!
:)

Monday, June 07, 2004

I love the sound of rain outside of my window.

The perfect time to curl up in a good book

or

daydream about wonderful words said,
people who touch my heart,
and beautiful things such as grins and curly hair.

I think that it's the rain that's got me so mushy.
Or maybe I just feel good.
Oh My Gosh!!!
:) Technology is wonderful :)
I have a headache :(

Sunday, June 06, 2004

Cheer up. It's an art to cheer up others. Thank you.

Saturday, June 05, 2004

Who the hell do you think you are?
You have no right...I'm so upset!
But the worst part is

I don't have anyone to talk to about it.

It's funny cause there are three people I can talk to about anything.

One...
I don't know if that's true, something is blocking it, I don't know

Two...
I feel far away from, but I could talk, they'd be open, even down the street, just can't talk

Three...
Frustrating the hell out of me! The reason why I'm angry, I'm wishing for distance again, and then fear came from somewhere

Best friends...friends...whatever...I have no one to talk to.
Why? Should I ask?
Do I want to know?
Do you?
Man sometimes I'm just so tired.

Friday, June 04, 2004

I think too much. *sigh*
I can't understand why people just don't read my mind.
Maybe that wouldn't be such a good idea.
But I wish you would say it. Or say something.
That's what I'm thinking.

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

"I never would have opened up
but you seem so real to me

Don't tell me I haven't been good to you
Don't tell me I have never been there for you
Just tell me why
Nothing is good enough"
I feel a sharp pang of hurt. I try to ignore it.
What else can I do?

I hurt.

To think I didn't think it could get worse.

I hurt.
What can I do? I hurt.

I can only believe...

But why do I still hurt at the thought of it?
Sharp pangs that won't go away.
I've given you the best that I've got.

Tuesday, June 01, 2004

I love midnight trips.


Wal-Mart
the bay
the beach
(those are never all that healthy
but lessons are learned
and I'm sure that's the important part)

Sonic late night snacks
the pasture
the swing
apartments
the base (shhh that's a secret)


I think I'm just one of those people that come alive at night
It's so exciting...