Monday, May 31, 2004

Some people work things out
and some people just don't know how to change


Tell me why,through it all...
my frustrations, my anger.

I still miss your smile.

:(
You don't ever give in.
It's always your way.
Well this matters to me.

Saturday, May 29, 2004

you can't think something is weird
if you don't know what normal is
You meet interesting people
when you least expect it...
*smile* *wink* *giggle* *smile*

It's one in the morning..interview in the morning...long drive...
What the hell is wrong with me. Go to BED!!
I'm so hardheaded and I am not a morning person.

My lip looks better. Hehe...I don't care, it was a good bite. That's what you get when you mess with me. I was serious damnit.

Up.
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Down.
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hmmm...how to do a down arrow.

Going to bed now...interview..panties...yayyy!
Panties.
More Panties.
And More Panties.

Thursday, May 27, 2004

Baby do those things

Wednesday, May 26, 2004

Me and You...
it dont' get no better.

Tuesday, May 25, 2004

How easy it was to break the peace.
That scares me.
Sometimes I just want to...
*uhh*
I hate it when I'm so happy and I'm floating on air and I can't wait to share and be happy with others...and then I can't. It sends me crashing down. *sigh* I am sad.
I wish you would talk to me. I miss you. I want to know everything you do during the day. I want to know how you feel. I want you to sing to me. I like the way you sing. I want to hear you tell me something funny. I wish you would talk to me. I miss you.

Monday, May 24, 2004

I write here for you. I write in xanga for her. I don't write in xanga anymore.

Sunday, May 23, 2004

Why does it matter? It matters because I didn't know.
Why did she have to be the one to tell me?

Saturday, May 22, 2004

...I've never been this swept away.
I can feel the magic floating in the air...
It's funny how the people you've known for years have changed in just one year. It's not really change I guess, but more like...moving on. Everyday, normal isn't the same for everybody anymore.

I have no interest in going back to the relationships I had in high school. I wonder why. I mean these relationships have years under their belt. Maybe because I know it's pointless to hold on to something that's growing away from me, and I'm growing away from them.

I feel sorry for the people that hold on to the past and look to it to be the future.

Some people will never leave here because here never changes. People change, but I guess only if they allow it. Some people haven't realized that staying the same and feeling the same isn't really that fulfilling. But I guess you don't know till you've tried it.

For me, home is safe. I like safe, but I can't help but wonder what else I can conquer. Cause I've already conquered home and the people who live here. I want to conquer my future. That's a little harder, but I guess I like a good challenge.

Friday, May 21, 2004

I am sad.

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

When we are not on the same page, it hurts.
You fix it better than I do.
No matter what I do, In the back of my mind I think of you.
I wonder what you are doing or what you are thinking.
I wish I could touch you.
*sigh*